Geez thanks.
Wake me up at 2am in the morning, make me reply to your stupid text message and give me a one-word response.
I don’t understand you.
Are you regretting like me now?
Geez thanks.
Wake me up at 2am in the morning, make me reply to your stupid text message and give me a one-word response.
I don’t understand you.
Are you regretting like me now?
I need to start evaluating myself - the kind of person I’ve become.
I thought it was going to be fun. I thought intimacy without any responsibility is what I wanted. But it’s really not at all.
Coz at the end of the day, all I really want is one person to make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time.
I should learn to say no to the things I don’t want. Starting today.
This I promise myself.
You know what?
I can’t be bothered to give a shit anymore.

exactly the reason why you seem to have all the power.
because I, unlike you, can’t bring myself to not give a shit.
Last night I thought of you again.
I thought about how much I wished you were lying right beside me.
I’m missing you again.
Why did you have to ruin it for us???
Why is it so hard to move on?
I want you.
Or so I thought…
But what if all I want is just that somebody to always be there for me.
What if all I want is that intimacy of being with someone, minus all the responsibilities that come with being in a relationship…
I probably don’t even like you that much, only the idea of being with you on a more than friendship level…
Should’ve guessed.
Should’ve listened.
Should’ve continued pretending nothing happened.

Should’ve walked away when I had the chance…